tall chick

not afraid

2010-09-22T10:36:00.000-07:00

last post was 3 months ago, when i just started my internship at cuisine studio on july. and now is coming to an end. Im lying if i say nvr do count down for oct 2 to come. Blogging is another way to see if my english is getting worse or improving. i find myself cant type proper english in msn. I have no idea why. i dont feel tired and i don wanto be in bed yet, to avoid myself for thinking too much, well, just give xiao b a little time to express xiao b's feeling okie?

First of all, yeah, i had been working hard this 3 months, i like serving nice people, and i hate serving people tat are rich but look down on a little waitress, so wat u are rich? ur handbag is just a rag? come on.. i find being an adults is hard cos u got these complicated feelings. u have to face ur income, study/ work stress, ur relationship, ur duties to family and friends and to yourself. I understand why peeps got mad after work, but im certainly not agreed with smoke bcz u are stress. man, there is so many other ways to release stress, do sports. is the best~ talking bout sports, xiao b had a FIT BODY 2 years ago, but now xiao b is getting FAts~ is time to a kick out and i will start with nike run. if possible. GOAL? is to aim getting marks for kwang hua~ shhh, im overage for those categories ~ anyway, is jz to burn fats. if possible, ima do jogging practise after intern and prepare myself for 1010 nike run.

oh yea, 1010 is lynn's bday~ hope i get medal on that day dude~

katy perry said, lets run away and dont every look back dont ever look back

can i dont look back? come on, i had this really heavy duties, is on my shoulder all the time and is getting heavier and heavier. if only there is miracle in the world, send me someone tat i could trust? send me someone tat i could share with. send me someone to tell me WAT TO DO?

actually,

i do have someone tat could share with, thank you for borrowing your ears. so now i say, i appreciate you, i thank you, I will go insane if u are not there during tough time, i know is gross, but. im proud to say i got you~( borrow from leona) dont ew, me saying this, from the bottom of my heart, merci . ( EWWWWWWW) j'adore tu. i'l try my best to get korean for u. ha!

im not afraid, to take the stand. we'll walk this road together, through the storm, watever weather, cold or warm.

one thing important to say, On my graduation day. ONE DAY? if mom was not able to be there, the PARENT that i will be bringing is my sister. My sister. MY SISTER. u hear me the world? IMA bring my sister to see me graduate one day. On that day tat i yelled at her, tat day i made this decision. Thank you sis. for hardwork u did for this family. this mess-ed family wont stay on without you. i aint strong enough like you. though u are really stupiak most of the time.

I MUST BE STRONG no matter how high i fall.

chicky~

This is Not Vain a~ this is for frens that misses chicky

2010-06-20T10:57:00.000-07:00

Life is a climb, and i am hardcore climbing.

我的感觉。

2010-06-06T08:49:00.000-07:00

我到底是在搞什么鬼？
为何心里总是那么多感觉，触感。
有点想麻痹自己，不再去问世间，但，我知道这是不可能的事。
长大了，面对的事真的非常不容易。我知道，我并不成熟。我多想让身边的人，对我的感觉是，成熟可靠。某些时候，我真的夹住了在小孩与大人的成熟世界。我爱玩，我真的很爱玩。可是，我并不可以放纵我自己。真的好痛苦。明明就很想做的事，可是，为了身边的人，我并不可以去做。大家都说，做大事的人，会思考，体谅，不会乱发脾气，有头脑，尽责。我真的就想做一个黄毛小子。一个不用为自己做的事负责任，不会去理会。我行我素的人。但，我明白，大家都为大家牺牲。我做点牺牲又算得了什么？ ~~ 我只想发泄吧！Everyone has to make scarifies, for their love one.

答应过了自己，要做一个有学问，体贴，幽默，的人。
身为一个二姐，这学问，挺难。很难把~
作为一个朋友，这，还越变越难了。友谊不就是简简单单，开开心心，不伤害他人，就可以了吗？为何，变得那么复杂？其实，对我而言，友谊不算得了什么，我的不算得了什么，是指，friendship suppose to be fun, why wanto make things hard? i care about u and that is enough, im the type of person that i wil only care about u if u show me that u care. i have no good fren. but once u are important, then u are. the whole life, my passing mark, is HIGH. i have no offence but i still care about all my friends. no worries. is just, the definition of being my goodfren~

我现在很满意我的生活。我不想有改变。我爱我的家人。我可是爱你们。为了你们，我会尽我的一切。我的妈妈。若您能收到这讯息。。 i just miss u so.

china oh china

2010-05-16T09:51:00.001-07:00

guess the world know that china just won the thomas cup AGAIN. congratulation and celebration to them.
一分耕耘，一分收获。付出几多，得到几多。
我要让我自己明白到，无论我做什么事情，付出了多少，我得到的就多少。i wanto use this in my study theory.
一个运动员付出的，绝对是无法想象的。。一个平凡的我，到底能有什么贡献呢？我不想做平平凡凡。我要有所作为。可是这么懒惰的我。能有什么大事做呢？
林丹，所付出的，绝对比他人多。所以，不必要眼红，你有的是实力，证明给世界看，我不是浪得虚名。
而我，就得证明给我，跟我的家人看，虽然我的头脑是慢，可是我不是笨。不是不能，我是懒惰。就这个懒惰，就这个。而已。
华语不好的我，真的太过烂了。可是，我还是个华人。一个留着祖先血统的华人。一个向象征着刻苦耐劳的精神。我得好给保留。原谅我的烂话语吧。。
哎哟。真的很难。。。。

when everyone are wishing the world happy mother's day

2010-05-09T08:03:00.000-07:00

What m i doing?
i wished my mom happy mother's day.
but she don reply or answer me.
i smile to her and hoping that she could understand what m i doing
i can see the big huge eyes which does not belongs to me were rolling with tears
i wish she can just call out my name.
but i know this is so so so impossible.
i dunno . i really dunno how. from the bottom of my heart, i have no idea how to share with the world through words. i wish there is only someone who really know and understand could tell me and guide me what to do. im so lost now.
i look at her today, i cant stand more than 5 minute but to leave her aside.
i'll cry, i will just cry if i stay a little longer face to face with her.
someone please tell me what to do. as i grow older, there is not much fren tat would really be a listener, not much fren tat really understand me, no matter how close once we were.
what do i left in me?
outlook of a clown, inside with a broken heart.
happy mothers' day. to whom?
i wish u receive it.
-- sound of my heart----

What about now? zzzz

2010-05-01T09:20:00.000-07:00

Cant i? cant i cant i?
why so kepo!
cant i keep to myself?
fuck the feel.

i got your back, what about mine?

2010-03-23T09:38:00.001-07:00

tall chick,
'' dont worry, i got ur back''
'' im there for you''
'' is okay, gt chicky''

i got your back, what about mine?
simple, im a person a human who has emotion and feelings, i'll fall like others do, hell yea, im the ass tat always pretending to be strong, i wan face. tats not wrong. but when i fall, whose gonna be behind me? telling everyone, dont worry, i got ur back.. is okay, u gt me..
WHAT about me? whose the one tat gonna be there for me? is not fair when i'll be there to catch ur back but none be there for me when i fall? when im weak and hopeless, whose there for me? hell yea, i don know. when im down in the rain, who do i think of? mayb one or two peeps, but no they arent there for me. no they are not. or i wanto emphasize is, im a human tat who will feel weak and need one or two to be there for me. dissapointed post on this moment.
but to thanks gula, im glad tat i found u.

training feel

2010-03-02T08:20:00.000-08:00

Hey, blog

i thought i was having hard time in concorde all this time, but i think.. im quite good there, at least no one bullies me =) was mushroom-ing in kitchen for around 3 weeks, some youngster of the pigs are okay, they seems love me. always shout my name..lol~ bt in dimsum, kinda boring but at least, i feel more secure~ and did learn few knowledge~ =)

doing my fnb. the things i fear the most is plates, bad memories of dealing with plates. kong ju gan!
but im lucky to have a captain tat really take care of me. i call her xiao mei mei~ and disgustingly. they like to call me xiao rui rui~ cos im small and tiny. hey, tats not wat i can control. i can control my emotion and anger but not my size. born to be. blame my parents for that!

damn shit, this week im not going to have off. sunday have to work. but im okay with it cos i got xiao mei mei and few funny fella aka perverted workers to pervertly talk~ and and, plz exclude me, i might be hamsap but cant be as pervert as those adults. fnb sucks, when i say sucks. really sucks. im just a trainee, but .. haiz. kena o.t like hell, i got no saturdayS. but im used to it la. question is, i duno if i really survive in hotel line. cos while people having fun, u have to work and u work like u cant even see the moon and sun. im still lost in this. okay, who cares now. i just wan the time to pass by faster in this few weeks =) i love to be a student!

every service, i cant control myself but laugh. okay, been in xin for 2 weeks, xin is my restaurant name, i had 3 funny incident happened to me.
i) guest kept saying, '' u sangat comel''
and then ask wats my name. my face was as red as tomato.. . haha. honestly i feel proud, cos they said im cute.. how many waiterss kena praise by guest tat u are cute.. and they were a bunch of more than 25 years old workers from a company tat i think having company dinner at xin.
ii) dealing with kids
tat day, i think a family came to celebrate birthday in xin,( there are so many RICH peeps out there) and there, 3 kids were playing run run around the restaurant. they had a private room and outside was empty, they run and run, then talked to me alittle.. haha. mayb that find it surprise to see chinese who can speak chinese at shah alam concorde. tats me! and before they leave they asked for my contact number and remind me not to forget them and and.说，有缘再见。== then they left the restaurant and kept run back and say bye to me .. funny huh~
iii) bunch of guest tat take photo of me when i serve..
this bunch of wu liao kastam man. was actually feel relieve to serve them cos they are frenly. but, again, face red as tomato cos they snap when i serve-.-

3 weeks. counting down. my days for this 2010 jan and feb is all. working working and working. is a good thing to have a duty than to think nonsense and to run away from the world =)
and. shall share more next time.

OH god, my english is getting worst...

hard

2010-02-19T10:08:00.000-08:00

this is too hard.
too hard for me..

scariest nightmare coming to reality

2010-02-17T20:46:00.000-08:00

When someone ask, whens is ur blue-est time through the life u living?
I would say, right now, this bloody sucky hell year.
once i faced heart breaking incident and now, the most scariest thing tat i had fear in this years, is coming. no one else will know how i feel, im so positively sure, Non.
how could this happen to me. im totally lost and wat can i do anymore?
chinese new year? u disappoint me again and again. if only someone could know what i feel inside.
i lost both, tats the conclusion.

1 month

2010-02-09T07:30:00.000-08:00

one month already. thumb stil not recovered yet
i just...
felt so useless with myself

5 fingers, 2 down

2010-02-02T07:42:00.001-08:00

HA. i got 5 fingers on my left hand. 2 down now
after being bang, i chop my nail off yesterday. and im using 3 finger on my left to type.
ha. 2 down, 3 more. just the matter of time~ and im gonna be handicap. syok right? .!
what is happening with me? kept doing silly clumsy+ retarded act. 2010 is surely not a great year for me. first, kena go to this sucky hell hotel ever, hanging with those penguin is okay, but the place. it sucks. second, at ther, slam my thumb, now chop my nail. woohoo..im GREAT!
thumb kinda heal abit. but i cant bend it down yet and same, still wearing shirt with one hand only. i think it need at least 1 month to heal. 3 months said the doc-.- woohoo. im really great.
still i can type on the pc, luckily, currently off for text message, is hard.~ lol
wat a oku im. and my interest in dim sum is getting more and more =)

so on, failure chick

It stil hurts

2010-01-27T07:42:00.000-08:00

haliluya

my thumb still hurts till now, what m i gonna do?
oh buddha. i wanto do dimsum!! but it hurts.
im controlling my driving with one hand. wearing shirts in one hand and all one hand.
im angry at that thumb, i felt so oku!

recently single handed

2010-01-22T20:25:00.000-08:00

had a crush on my hand.
bang, xiao b's door kiss my left thumb, temporaey, im oku, orang kurang upaya~ lol
n it gave me 2 days mc. wahahaha! lucky or sad case?
using one hand to type~ so on. is HURT..

rather edited

2010-01-17T08:27:00.000-08:00

I thought sometime alone was what we really needed.
you said this time would hurt more than it helps but I couldn't see that.
I thought it was the end of a beautiful story, and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone
and I tried to find out if this one thing is true that I'm nothing without you. I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else. I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself. I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart. I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you. I can only prove the things I say with time, please be mine.
I rather

where we are

2010-01-11T18:33:00.000-08:00

where we are~

westlife's new album man!
yeap, the song what about now is originated from daughtry.
hm, but westlife did sang it in another perfect way.
peeps, go listen to their new album. ha!

stay~
baby why dont u stay?

a note to xiao b

2010-01-03T02:59:00.001-08:00

i just had a lesson with my sis. blog this to remind myself

life is full of learning, im not someone and im just a tiny dust on earth, there is so much more wise people out there. dont always think that u are such a great person, im not a wise person. be humble and always learn, life is a learning process. there is no way to stop learning.

i might be someone knowledgeable but im just not the wise one yet. life' s a climb, learning is a fun process. do appreciate what i have in life. note to xiao b: plz change ur degil thinking mind. the world is big. u wont improve without any fall. this is bcz, this is life. note to my fren, im trying to be a better me. im good, but im not the real good type.
note to my bro and sis: is time to let u guys fall and realize urself.
note to my dad: im gonna make u proud
note to my mom: no matter what happen, thanks for a strict guiding through all my life.
note to my sis: im glad that u are my mentol.
note to my fren: im still chicken lim =)

is just simple

2010-01-01T01:52:00.000-08:00

AH-ha. a new year arrive.. panas panas~
one year gone. the 19th year of my life. HEY PAL, im 19.. is lucky that i look young..muahaha.. u guys dont have the chance to look as young as me. now i know is a good thing. but sad, i look too young and too small.. short. and.. again, tats not my fault. is my parent's fault.

3 wonderful year i did not go back to alor star, and finally i went back last week for 3 superb days.
i had konlo mee until i don wanto eat mee. jiu gong and jiu mu po treat me and buck like king. haha! is funny when the kid go buy school uniform, everyone follow . 2 cars. just for school uniform. and then we sat 9 hours car back to klang. sit beside cheese cake for 9 hours, at first it was heavenly nice and after that, the cheesy smell makes me sneeze.haha. 9 hours is not short period time, it is long. buck and me take good care of the 3 boxes. 7KG 's cheese cake. muahaha.
the cheese cake is the best cheese cake i ever ate. very very nice. orignal real cheese somemore. felt so lucky, the cheese cake travel from sungai petani till klang. muahaha!
oh oh, the funny incident happened in alor star is, buck and me both fell down cos the floor was too slippery, jiu mu po use 'jing jing' to mop the floor, the floor is so slippery until both of us fell down. DENG DENG..

went old place genting for 2 days one night, no outdoor fun and just to walk around. saw yi kuang there. the genting's cucu. that funny guy's house.

on the 31, busy day. morning buy nga gu to fry for qian, den eat bakuteh at someplace that me and my family always visit when we were kids. real small kids. den to aman perdana. new house. new house-.-
head forward to lcct. to sit plane. and den mana tau tak sempat. so change the ticket. and no worries, not me going somewhere~ just for qian to back alor star

after that went bkt tinggi to sk house. had bbq. wahaha. and i was happy cos i can meet kelven and kelvin , who are them?
kelven= wee= jing chong, kelvin= waa= jing hong
i think the name is not good enough, so, kai ma, i decided to change their name.
chong will be alvin , hong will be simon, and they become chipmunks
they are wonderfully cute kids, but noisy. haha.. now i noe how painful wee wee felt all these year~
and conclusion, one year no exercise. i gained 4 kg.. wahahaha.. wonderful. they say im skinny still~ hehehe

oh come on

2009-12-22T03:43:00.000-08:00

I had been asking myself. since when i become so anti social? i become more and more quiet compare to last time. i start feeling sick of social-ing. dont enjoy talking much with people now. mayb somethings really happening on me. is alright, im not emo. im just, feeling weird on myself for start becoming quiet and quiet and soon become like sufen.. yyz... oh no, thats a bad thing! i wanted to be noisy for all time. im not the kind that can sit diam diam unless im sleepy, tired or angry.

Black beltss

2009-12-05T08:50:00.000-08:00

today,

my house got 3 black belt holder now. muhahah!
one day, i must take 3 black belts photos together.

Buckcherry the buckbi

2009-12-04T03:34:00.000-08:00

Hey, doremon was my first love..
how come now become urs?

i wan a doremon cake too. who say 18 years old tak boleh doremon cake? 18 years old doesnt mean i cant like cartoon.. muhahaha. i suka doremon doremon doremon. crayon sin chan~
kei oh kei.. thanking for being with me =) i miss u so much.. hope u doing good at hk.=)

Charmed

2009-11-28T09:54:00.000-08:00

This night here, right now, i just finish watching Charmed season8, last episod, epi22, Forever charmed.

Piper, pheobe and paige 3 of the charmed one survive at last, the only sister they lost is prue. same goes to leo, wyatt and chris and billie. the ending was great.sweet ending for the story, it was a 8 SEASONS long series that i watch from standard 3 till now, even though half way i stop watching and suddenly continued.

I know a few of my frens are charmed's fan, er.. nanny liang is one. shen is one. sue jean, who else? ME. is a story content of magic, families, sisters, demmons, eldest, white lighter and love, not to forget, adventurous. the story is interesting when it have different funny character like the leprechaun, fairies...

Prue has the most beautiful eyes among the girls. shes hot shes angry and shes brave. damn, i just love this series, shannon doherty plays prue in series 1 until 3 and i think is cause of some problems she leaved the crew. shes the big big sisters of all 4. prue died in the series, and it was a sad moment, but hehe. is lucky that she died, if not, there wont be PAIGE. prue sacrifies herself for piper, one of them are meant to die when prue find out it was piper who wil be leaving, she go back to the time and choose to take away her ownlife to make piper's.

as for piper, shes the one completed her life with full of sucess, leo, wyatt and chris are the 3 vip in her life that a wife and a mother would fight to make sure they are safe. piper owns p3, and, shes a chef, she cookssss. shes not as angry as prue but shes the one with kindnes and warm heart, i can see holly marie combs plays out the piper. bravo! espeicially when she fight so hard to get leo back when leo was kidnap and once again frozen. she did it! a wife would do anything to keep her husband alive and a mother would do anything to take good care of her child. in piper, i see a great MOM. prue's dead torn her heart apart and she stand up to take good care of her family halliwel and for all. well, as for marie, shes getting more and more mummy-ish wit her quite plum body after really giving birth. LOL. her voice is unique, somehow..

Sexy muscular alyssa milano was er.. mayb the hottest lady in the movie? sis like pheobe, and frens do. ha! yea, shes the sexy one. and hey, shes muscular too. she got 6 pax! and shes a lady. for god sake! we see the growing proces of pheobe when she start going college and graduate and going to her life, getting a job, by giving advises. from a young girls she develop into a matured sexy lady. oh yea, she is sexy. Cole was the heartbroken love that she had, cole, the demon. their love was so real but too bad they vanquished him at last. the readers would hope for cole to be pheobe's husband, thats for sure!!! but, at last pheobe had cupid as her husband. wow, pheobe had a hard love life, the loving machine been through alot of heart broken. Pheobe, she read the future and for prue, she move things with her mind and piper, she freeze time and after that, she blow things up. i like pheobe, she got 6 pax! i wonder how hard she trained for that, the sexiest point, she had been was the mermaid! i admire her, body! better than mariah carey's...

Snow white, red lips, fair and snowy, the youngest sister.. Paige, the social worker! shes as fair as snow white, and one of the epi was about paige being the snow white! and she just look so alike. Rose Mcgowan. ah--ha! i fancy her! a half white lighter half witch, paige has the ability to orb, and i forget wats her special power all i remember she got the blue lights around and shes able to heal a wound, just like leo do. Paige, doesnt had much relation story like pheobe do, but shes funny one. the stupid character. that when she found out that shes a witch, she tried to photocopy the book of shadow-.-. henry the parol officer, ends up tied knots with paige. i think paige is the most free person in the story and shes the one that always take care of baby wyatt and chris.. haha!! orang senang. and... i just love her lips。。 hot like fire..

wow, im a big fans of charmed. how i hope i could have more story about charmed again. but, is over. piper's old and so do leo. so, thats the life of them fighting 8 years of demons and finally pass to the next generation for wyatt and chris to do the actions. no matter what, forever charmed. Hey, im not insane, i just love this series and it makes it so real!

alright, goodnight forever charming lim xiao b =)

i started missing the series.. the P's ( pohli not included)

slipper!

2009-11-23T06:17:00.001-08:00

slipper oh slipper..

and that is it. u died. after being my precious thing to step on for 2 years plus.
u leaved me alone hereT_T
slipper.. i remember u always. during year 2007 i bought u at KLANG PARADE. the al-ikhsan nike shop for rm12! BLUE COLOUR . and now u are gone. first i lost my old nike. replace with a new nike tat cost. only rm221. sub only la tat one =) but is sad that now i lost u too my slipper. i remember the first day i wore u is at GENTING , december. with lip so thick and bolt and zz and sis we go genting together. sigh.. now u are gone.

i hope u could stay longer, but is the fact that u are gone. Gone.. forever...
and now, i had a another slipper. blue colour too.
it is not comfortable like u oh my old slipper, i hope u can be alive again. there is no 2012 for u.. i want u back badly. slipper! xiao b wants u back!

i hope u live happily in heaven now. BABY COME BACK TO ME.. oh slipper.
too bad i dont have a photo of u, rest well my slipper. i'll MISS U badly!

im certainly seriousl about this, dont think im joking cos, SLIPPER.. i miss u~

my love my fate. u will never fate away~

2009-11-22T21:00:00.000-08:00

DOREMON

2009-11-08T20:56:00.001-08:00

woke up today, with this song swimming inside my head, so i decided to share it here~

容祖儿，很忙

so what if i break down, i just wanto be happy

2009-11-06T23:29:00.000-08:00

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't cha take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't cha love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy
Just wanna be happy
Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear,
All these days I feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can't stand by your side,
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by
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FROM jingshan

2009-10-20T02:20:00.000-07:00

Lim Chick.

erm. i have no idea to reply u in this site. ~.~ its kind of complicated feelings after i read ur letter ok.~,~

suprise that u wrote the letter in this way. hard to express my feeling now. damn u chick. haha

anyhow. its kinda touching also la. touch my nene. but im not a hero like what u think la. instead that u're the hero la, maybe just for me. =) u planned , u did in action, and u touch ppl heart.the way u treat ur frens are special. especially the frens who meant to u so much. u did it in action to prove that u care , u zhong shi ur beloved frens. sometimes i also jealous u lo, u got pohli got evonne weewee them. they treat u just different than normal frens. becos in thier heart u impress them deeply. same to me. u reli special to me k. no matter how busy how tired are u u will just jior out for a met or a badminton! haha just becous u zhong shi our frenship! and other than that i feng1 u as my hero becos u reli able to speak very well in english! even sing very well in english song! ur voice reli amazing la. no doubt. sometimes i just wish that i could have half potential as urs la. ur self confidence also quite high lo, in singing and language area only! haha nola. u reli amaze me la =) and sure ur family, u most zhong shi de. and most sek de~ remember u told me b4, ur own experiece brings u somethin knowledge that we would never been experience.u're right.u're inordinary =) k la. u are just special to me la ~ =)

inevitably shan -sinchan- at 1:12 PM

----- i learn from her------

late letter

2009-10-18T09:54:00.000-07:00

KIM

To my Dearest sinchan:

i always know that is late than sorry.. so, i hope u dont mind me giving u this ' letter' abit late than oct 17. and hope u dont mind i put it as public one? hehehe

十八岁了，月经也来了五六年。习惯了吗？
haha.. i give back u the same thing that u gave lyn lyn.. sorry if u wanto read it in chinese but, due to my failure chinese that had been proven in lyn's letter, i think is better i put it in english =)

I duno how u felt about the little birthday party that few of the kim gang did for u. Hm. is better if u can reply me in ur blog? hahaha.. hope for tat yea~ haha.. u got a new maid.. name JIWA.. no more AH HUAT. haha.. see, we even know wats ur maid name! this is cool..
I know u have been waiting for letters, u wanted to read it. but. ha.. i dun wanto write it. cos i duno wat to write. really!!! don ask me why.. but now let me squish something inside ~~
u has been a funny and sia sui fren. u are not scared of being sia sui and so something EXTRAODINARY that normal people wont do it. u are always my hero. i call u my hero at fb. tats true! im always jealous of ur sports skills. cos u always win meT_T no matter wat kind of sports. u got the better skills compare to me. but u said u 封我做偶像, actually im the one who 封你做偶像 . i wish i could have a better skills in sports like u. u could play ping pong, basketball, softball all better than me.. too bad..my only things to win u is mayb marathon or swimming? u are always the hero. hahaha. but i got a few words for u. DO PICK UP THE CALL OK? ha. i know im being keras with u about the phone call.. but..ha. sorry la. forgive me.. cant stop feel like scolding u everytime call u. DO TRY TO BE PUNCTUAL. i know the bride always jam. but, jz try to leave earlier? DO BE CONFIDENT WITH URSELF. u are so not confident with urself my fren, i mean in some ways tat u and i we know. be urself. u are u! no one can be u. besides, everyone love being with u my dear. there is no shame of anything. bcz u are shani. no others can be shani. cos is just u...

thanking moment:
thanks for being my best partner. u are so cute with ur bear bear mak and ah nene mak.
thanks for every 娱乐效果.
thanks for being my sports mate.
thank you.

at last. happy 18th. PLKN ROCKS！

SUSHI cina

2009-10-14T09:16:00.000-07:00

I HAD LOADS SUSHI. in total 4 people sapu 28 pinggan of sushi!
it is rm2 per plate. we saved around 100buck for that. sushi king! damn smart business mind.
khinzir zheng duno why follow.. he dont eat seafood,especially fish..haha.. duno why he join. we are all full of unagi, prawn and sushi rice, scallop, sotong in our stomach but khinzir zheng pula fill in his stomach with GREEN TEA. yea. my bro is the smartest boi on earth

here i upload some photo from FNB chinese cuisine.i hate fnb but this is the fnb cuisine tat i love the most. im a chinese and im always proud and glad to be. even though my chinese is not that good.
我是个华人。永远的一个龙的传人。小眼睛，黄皮肤。还是个小鸡。

我是林小B

这就是我。我就是我！

20岁的奶奶~

赫赫。

一寸光阴

2009-10-12T09:20:00.000-07:00

一寸光阴一寸金。
寸金难买寸光阴。

Time is precious. managing time is important. most of us claim that we have no time for this and that all the time. yeah, tats true cos im one of the 'we'
last weekend, i memang cant manage to have a good time managing. I m mad at myself tat im not able to manage my time well, im not well planned, not well prepared for everything that come in next. i hope tat i can always improve myself, in no matter studies, time managing or handling relationss. but right now, i don think im tat improve-d at all. i dont handle good in my time managing, seriously this affect me alot. mentally physicall it affect my mood~ ah! i duno wat m i talking about, but, i just really hope i can manage my time well so that it doesnt give side affect when ever i do something.

had this birthday celebration with taugeh mou. ah, i told her bfor the day tat i will make her cry. guess i succeed it? did i? plan for such quite funny planning, did something for her. ah. mou kai la. shes my favorite ah mou.. den the next day had this film making event with yys, dai gao kai ma wee, joe, teng mou and also favorite partner kim shani. did had fun but at first was boring, wah, we saw them scary girl there. hah. i wonder how ah mou tahan her attitude, or shes trying to be l.o.a cos we were there.. and.. the other lady we saw woo. berry de fren, really pretty eh. request to take photo wit her, and at last yes. we did! happy happy~ ha. had fun. pity yys. main character, but he did grab a change to dance with a ang mo type girl.. =)

den the next day is my roundabout red birthday, and haha. this is cool. i forgot it until the very last minute only i remember tat, is her 17the birthday. so i text her. hm. i knew my touching text will always works, so she replied with her normal not serious way crap alot as usual. til i ask her to reply serious, she asked, WAT PRESENT U WAN GIV ME? -.- haha..hongzai, u are damn cute... and i answered. nope. not giving u any present. lol, but i will try to get her one, jz be patient and wait. im always the one who dont betray u my dear~

well coming soon, favorite partner! shani ng sinchan jingshan kimberly ng's brithday this sat. ah. people. we are busy right? hmm. after shani, panda lim pula.. woo. oct is a very very popular month to come to this world~

oh yea. duno which cute fella told me. end of the world is coming soon. after 3 years
and is so so ngam tat we just finish our diploma and die.. tats cute!!

ah.. alright. share share a little only~

xiao bi and kimss

2009-10-04T20:51:00.000-07:00

IM xiao b lim..
i just got a new weird name called,'chiock'? done by some typing error by my dearest SHANI ng jing shan~

Im the kind of weirdo that always make fun of people, the amount of people i made fun are...-UNCOUNTABLE~~

too bad la, im born to be this way, so, like it or not, im still that palia and kiampa lim xiao b~
小鸡不坏，大家不爱。这个我懂。呵呵呵。。。

kimpo.. 你是我最好玩得排档。no one else in this world can be the 2nd kim po!
yyz even special~ she said shes there to neutralize our kim-ness.. ( banyak excuse la)
i know she always like to join the two a2 kim gang~ 3 of kim gang makes the world~
too bad, the ketua kim always disappear~wat more after 1 year going kamparT_T...

alright. i dont wanto sounds emo. so, whens our softball kim batting? PARTNERS

we look retarded in this pic~ KIM... our idol

i wanto sing!

2009-10-04T04:42:00.000-07:00

I wanto sing out loud,
i got a nice and special voice.
battle me!

try me..

2009-09-27T10:41:00.000-07:00

SO what?
im born to be like that. naturaly.. fuck it
so what... first.. scold me.. den.. suan siao. okay fine. i diam. u shoot.
i diam... i tell u wat. i control my emotion better than ever d.. so stop comment about me. im not god. im jz a human. DON EXPECT so much from me cos i never ever will be a god! okay? enough! i had enough of that, im 18 and i noe wat im doing wat im talking and everything. stOP!
i got enough things to mess up with.

and now i think i need more private time! leave me alone im not that easy as u think! enough!
it suck! i hate it!

AND plz don connect me with my college, i never like taylors college ok? i got no choice but that!
dont ever say im one of them. u think i really like there. worst!
SCOLD ME AS U LIKE. i will never listen! say ke keras la.. COS IM KERAS.. im never ever lembut. try me! try me..

i angry wor

2009-09-27T09:26:00.000-07:00

FUCK

xiao chicken!

2009-09-16T10:05:00.000-07:00

First of all!

I announce. I HATE food science!
is even worst than business math man!
i felt so stress now, pms betul la duno y.. mayb really pms mood~
I cant put in anymore things in my brain now, i blamed myself for sleeping whole day.
RAININ day mar!!!
okay. is my fault tat i giv myself excuse not to pia! see la.. now i noe la..
gan jeong also tak guna now. tapi tak boleh buat apa apa pun.. tomoro die la.
only way, tomoro bangun awal pagi pia back! abo, im gonna get so RED result bcz of one food science! teruk chicky. teruk.. buat apa ni u orang kata saya boleh, saya tak boleh bah!
damn it. soon, i become SIAO.siao siaoooo

I felt just like that photo! MERAJUK and don wanto study~~

Wira & wirawati

2009-09-15T10:03:00.000-07:00

SIRI: 9
NOMBOR: 189
KUmpulan: delta
TEMPAT: kem wawasan, papar, SABAH

Pelatih: CHICKY lim xiao b
tempoh latih: 6 hari. (19 mac-25mac)
' datang dengan paksaan, PULANG dengan kenangan'

actually, this signboard bluff one! 7km right? damn.. half or 45 min more to reach~~ bah bah~

IM one of the million among all malaysian youngster to kena tendang back from NS. but, if i would ever have the chance again, I WILL never choose to come back. no doubt no reason, because i just love there. SO MUCH. take a look in such view~

MOUNT kinabalu perhaps!

BERRINGI beach.. actually i tak tao this place~

this is the best that could ever happened( i never see this too but i curi from others)
because most of these time. we might be keeping cloth or hanging cloth~ the inner wear! damn
. so many pattern~

NO use in望梅止渴.
go again? PLKN? YES..

DELTA.. delta... ah. i missed all the fun that i suppose to had there. WHY M I SO STUPID?
shouldnt have lied. turtle me~ couldnt help blaming myself for making this TERRIBLE, HORRIBLE, VEGETABLE IDIOTIC, decision.
ketua : SI MARRY
(wat a cute name. she a.. damn perengus, cepat marah, im scared of her. )

PEN. ketua: stupid gay jun.
( just because shes quite lengchai.. most fit la..alot fit.. is fit.)

dom mate: pony( cute name either)
kelly( not close with her)
azi ( cute and english is better than others)
nadia( hot hot hot chick, real hot)
JeaN ( sabah team goal keeper but short like me, sporty type) my favorite mate

i look terrible in tat pic.. but they look great~

activities had there:
i) learn the sabahan language
ii) everyone love me. duno why, ( eyes small mayb)
iii) go cb class. memang cb
iv) NO more, i did nothing! damn it! why~~~~~~

ANYhow, is over. i know and it took me months to heal myself!
not to reveal alot here~ hehehe.. i know i kiampa..

i miss u so~~

current

2009-09-15T09:50:00.000-07:00

wat m i doing: sitting infront of the pc, my face is damn oily

whats the last food in my stomach: big pao( da pao)

whats the last thing i did bfor this: do account objective, piece of cheese cake~

whats the last word i say : i forgot~ i spoke too much

Whats the last paper i did: business math. 6 marks flew~~~

how am i feeling: little hungry, in dilemma, exam stress( food science) kat zai shun mui

whats the last msg i send: ' duno how true is it, good night'

to whom the last msg i send: ugly bamboostick

sleepy: NO at all. mayb alittle

what i wanto do now: call streamxy and kill them. my connection sucks and it had been sucking for 4 days! right now okay. sure la. if not how to blog here~

other than that: i hope to gao tim accounts!

m i missing someone now: SURE

who: hehehe.. i keep to myself~

still missing sabah: YES YES YES.. never over with it. ever~

OPS. next post please~ now i noe wat to post~ hehehe
conclusion: im kinda lame..

Frog patah! EXAm only~~

2009-09-15T05:53:00.000-07:00

siapa takut exam? takut buat pa? exam ONLY MA..
my frog patah d..T_T.. stupid frog..

Shoes and katak

2009-09-04T09:53:00.000-07:00

I cant believe it, someone actually think that i bought the SHOES..
tak boleh tahan la ni, tu kasut, wahahaha.. banyak cerita tau. mana macam ku beli kasut tu, tu kasut, classic! god, spider, i retarded d.. although i like that shoes, but i wont buy it la. wahahahaha.. no way! thats our shoes! i buy the other shoes la.. ! sufen said wanto get one for me so that i can pair with the shoes' owner.. wah. bamboo is so damn stupid!!!!!!.

I got one frog. the frog is green.

Katak~
一只青蛙一张嘴
两只眼睛四条腿。
乒乒乓乓。跳下水。
啊。啊。啊。。
不会了。。。

i love my shoes! and.. NO WAY im wearing that 19.90 thing!

我的挚爱

2009-09-02T09:57:00.000-07:00

她。。。。2006年超级女声中冠军。
她。。。就是尚雯婕，
她。法语翻译员

就是你。。。尚雯婕，
小三
我是芝麻。
应为我喜欢她。
永远的。
2006年超级女声中冠军。
无以伦比漂亮。。。两个下雪的夜，让我深深爱上你。

Lemon and SHOES.

2009-08-31T04:12:00.000-07:00

This is so KNOWN the LEMON. there is some background story about this 'lemon'
First, founder of this lemon is NG JING SHAN.
And, the bag behind is belongs to Spider tan su fen.
One is my favourite partner and the other one is my favourite girl. Wat a perfect match..
This lemon will bring us back to alot of the sia sui memory.

NOW, lets go to the next photo..

What about this? Hmmm...
Dont mistaken, this is not my shoes. this is one of the team mate's shoes.
Ha, this shoes are not expensive, WATERPROOF, favourite by everyone.
But i don think giant sell this shoes anymore. hmm.. this shoes makes 4 of us retarded in Giant. Everyone roll at the floor and laugh like monkey. Thanks to one of the team mate and the aunty washing the floor and and Ng jing shan, spiderbabi n.. don forget.. KIM. our idol =)

next one,

This is the evident of js after retarded at giant hypermarket with THE SHOES.
( i wonder how she can tahan not laughing and take photo with the shoes-.- )

This is our KIM.. with that shoes..
everyone just LOVE the shoes.. evident~~

TOO bad, spiderbabi are always yyz fella.. so, she dint took..ha...
me? im camera chick. so, i give chance to js and kim =)

Lets stop half way.. damn.. my head so pain.. if not.. ha.. spiderbabi and js die die..

爸爸...李霄云的爸爸

2009-08-28T03:50:00.000-07:00

I think i like this, thats why i post here.
feel free to go and listen to the song and understand the lyrics.
feel great when u got such wonderful parents around u.
.....but, most people .. 失去了在懂得珍惜.太迟了...

HMMM...有多少人.会去珍惜那个叫着.爸爸.这两个字.
就连我自己.我也不算珍惜.
爸爸，应该就像大家的银行，没钱了，就找爸爸。
我说得不错吧。。因为我也是这样。。
其实，爸爸真得跟妈妈一样，渴望得到孩子们的关怀和爱，
不过不愿表达出啦。。呃，我也是不善于表达。paise paise..
我写这个，是要提醒我自己。爸爸，永远，还是爸爸。。
无论以后发生生么事。他是我的。
爸爸
呃，华语很难。
我不要打华语了.很难....

change face

2009-08-26T06:47:00.000-07:00

i annouce.. chicken cut fur d.. and.. is really diff this time~~ hehehe

林无敌

2009-08-25T06:08:00.000-07:00

姐。。没有照片。。不好意思。。

所以，补上这个：

邦牙
眼睛小
戴眼镜。。

经典！

BUCK vs LEMON

2009-08-25T06:01:00.001-07:00

buckcherry & obima
小霸仔。。。小达迪

JOJO..

2009-08-19T03:58:00.000-07:00

JOJO... see.. my first blog.. is inspired by U...

( the red colour ).. ur mandarin improved!